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02 April, 2010

freedom? not yet

HELLO MY BLOG! long time no see? yea, I guess so. It's been a while since my last post rite? Of course because I have to F.O.C.U.S on National Exam. and now, that National Exam brat already finished!!! FINALLY!!!


But now, I wont talk too much. I wont be a fussy girl, for now. Ahahahahaha. Just kidding! SHOOZE! I missed April Mop moment! I wrote this post on April 2nd 2010 at 1.19 AM!!! 


Just wanna review my National Exam adventure.


1st day/Monday/Indonesian : I was very nervous during the Sunday night! I cant even sleep! I only slept about 4 hours and then woke up again for Tahajjud. And I cant slept again. So I waited until morning. I was afraid that if I cant answer the questions right. but somehow, Allah made its way for me, I can answered it with no worries! and the questions wasnt as hard as I thought. I worked very calm, not like usual :)


2nd day/Tuesday/English : I thought english will as easy as Indonesian, but I WAS WRONG. REALLY WRONG. I made such A BIG MISTAKE for not studied well during monday night! Hoowaaaa, until now, I still not sure if I can get 90 for my score ir not. Many students thought that English Exam was hard, and I HAVE TO AGREE WITH THEM! 


3rd day/Wednesday/Math : IT MADE ME CRAZY DUDE! When I worked on Math problems, I think 2 hours wasnt enough to solve them all. But somehow, I made it! I already made 2 mistakes though. I hope there is no more mistakes in my answer. AMIN!


4th day/Thursday/Science : I can said, "I LOVE PHYSICS!", really. I'm so damn dead serious. that was because physics questions wasnt as hard as biology questions. eventhough I wasnt sure I'll get perfect score in this subject, but I hope my science score is good! 90 at least, AMIN.


and, after National Exam, I chose room-mates for my graduation school trip to Bali on May! My room-mates are Luvi and Aray. Next to us are Nizma, Pingkan, Pungky and Cnita. That trip will be a super-fun-and-crazy-trip! Cant wait Bali Trip with FR8GND!


then I went to Gramedia Matraman to bought The Sorceress. And, now, I ended up sitting in front of my laptop, hearing Cobra Starship's songs and read online manga, while writing a posting here. 


BUT!!! I dont feel very happy like I thought before. I thought I'll feel free and happy when UAN already over. though I still have my UP and my UAS--and I wasnt sure about that. for 6 months before 1 April, my focus was for UAN. so, if you ask me, am I free now? I'll proudly(?) and loudly say : NOPE AT ALL! and now, when UAN already over, I dont feel satisfied. ahahaha. In charge, I felt sad, because I have to be separated with FRAMBRINGANDE. uuuuuargh, I cant imagine that :'( LOVE frambringande soooo much♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥


So, I think I have to end my post now. It's getting too late though.


xoxoxoxoxo,


diandrash

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